Fillip – v 1: to strike by holding the nail of a finger against the ball of the thumb and then suddenly releasing it 2: to project by a fillip 3: to urge on
I stood behind Saffie, squatted near the edge of the cliffs. The winds whipped around us and I had long since lost the feeling in my fingers and toes.
“Come on, Saff, we came here to get rid of that thing, not moon over it.”
Saffie sighed and turned her eyes up towards me; they were glassy. “I know. It’s for the best and I know that, but -”
“But, it’s still hard,” I finished for her, squatting down next to her. “You loved him and even though he turned out to be a massive cheating asshole that doesn’t go away in a blink.”
She nodded, sniffling.
“I know it will take time, but this is a good first step to getting over that turd.”
Saffie considers the the ring in cradled in her gloved palm. She nods. “You’re right. He was a massive two-timing turd and I deserve more than this crackerjack piece of shit. I deserve a real man, who loves me enough to buy me a real engagement ring, not something he got out of a vending machine.”
She rose to her feet, took two steps towards the edge, and held the ring up between thumb and forefinger. She took a deep breath and filliped the little piece of cheap plastic over the side of the cliffs. She stared out into the night for a long moment and then whirled around.
“Okay that felt awesome! I should definitely throw more of his crap off a cliff.”